please dun be sad

i know when tat time i decide with u together i know is wrong...
but one thing is that i reali love you..i reali is not tat kind of fxcker say tat playboy..!!
but..haix..suan lar...i say wat oso no use d..i hurt u deeply..hurt u painly...
i choose bek her d..
and u get lonely..tiz all i noe...sorry for make you feel upset..
beer is no use..after drunk everything will back to real life oso nid to face it..plz dun hurt yourself..
i dunnoe how u pass your life now..but hope everything u thr will fine..^^